Hubby and I were working last night. I was checking at life insurance rates online while hubby was catching up with his emails. I don’t know what was the topic of our conversation but all of a sudden, it became one serious talk.

He opened up about his real feelings, his fears, and his worries with the death of her mom. I opened up too about how I feel with our situation and we had a good cry. It is only last night that we were able to talk about it. Ever since we found out that mama has big C, hubby has been really busy because he spends most of his time at the hospital as he wants to spend all his time with his mom. That is why we rarely get to sit down and talk.

When mama died, I always asked hubby how he was and he just always tells me that he is okay. But last night was different. He was really honest about how he really feels and I am really glad that he finally opened up. We cried together.

I know that there is really a deep void in hubby’s life now. But he knows that we are just always there for him to fill up that void. I know it will take a while, months or even years, but I know we will be okay because that is how mama wants it to be.

It’s the fourth of July and before I check the site www.agespotsremoval.net, let me post here first this amazing sale from Old Navy.

Presenting Old Navy’s Star Spangled Sale where they offer 50% discount on selected items plus they even offer free shipping for orders $75 and up. I love it every time Old Navy has a sale as the prices are really affordable and even cheaper compared to local stores here even if I add the shipping cost. In fact, I made some shopping for baby boy’s outfit from Old Navy during their recent sale and I was able to collect a wardrobe for my baby boy up to the time he will reach six months old.

I was checking the items on sale and I saw a lot of cute polos and shorts for my baby boy and I am thinking to do same shopping again. Do check out their site to grab great deals.

Happy Fourth of July everyone!!

This picture was taken when I was already 8th moth pregnant. Gosh I really look big already. I was 149 pounds on my full term and when I had my check up last week, I am down to 129 pounds which means I still have to work hard to loose my extra baggage so I can go back to my pre-pregnancy weight.

I read that moyoberry is the ultimate way to lose weight and since it is made of fruit, I might be able to take it even if I am breastfeeding.

When I had Bela, it took me seven months before I was able to loose my pregnancy weight but I am hoping that it will not take that long this time. We will be having the baptism of our baby boy in a month’s time and I am wondering if it is possible for me to loose weight that fast or is it just wishful thinking. LOL.

Hubby left last Friday night as they will be bringing their mom to her hometown in Sorsogon, Bicol where she will be buried as per her request. We were not able to go with him as I was not allowed by my doctor to travel as it has just been a week since my Caesarian delivery so it will be dangerous for me to take long distance travel.

I don’t know if it is post partum or I just miss hubby or I just feel really bad because I am not beside him during this difficult phase in his life that I really feel sad and guilty for staying here at home. I know he understands my situation and he never really made me feel guilty about it but still I feel bad.

The burial will be this Tuesday and I am sure they will choose not to travel back to Manila on the same day as they are still tired and I also want hubby to take a good rest first before he drives for another 13 hours or more going back to Manila so the earliest that he will arrive in Manila is late Wednesday evening.

I so miss hubby already....

Hair Treatment
blackhead treatment
Full Body Massage
Manicure and Pedicure

These are the things that I would like to do if ever I will find the time. I miss pampering myself and I haven’t done this in a long time ever since I got pregnant. But I don’t know though if these treatments are allowed for a breastfeeding mom like me. I better check with my OB first before I schedule any of these treatments just to be sure if it will not have any side effects to my baby.

I was reading the posts in my Yahoo Groups and I saw one post of a breastfeeding mom and she is asking if coffee and iced tea and hair treatments are ok for breastfeeding moms. I drink one to two cups of coffee almost everyday now to battle my sleepiness but I am not sure though if this is just okay. I guess I better do some readings and research just to be sure.